Somebody up there, is pushing me to way beyond my limits mentally. After all, we can only cope with so much in one hit, can't we! Its been an utterly shit year with my dear father dying, my mother has been seriously ill for a while now, but I can't go into any more detail on a public blog.
To top it all, a very close and dear friend is very unwell I found out last night. I spent the entire day from dawn until almost midnight, taking control of a poorly managed situation that has occurred. We have been in Norfolk & Norwich Hospital A&E all day for various tests and scans – lets just say that life is an absolute bitch! I am close to breaking down completely this evening. How are you supposed to cope with every day life, when so many atrocious things are going on around you to those that are so dear?! I will have to dig deep, to stay level headed this week.